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Saw doctors forgive me father9/17/2023 ![]() ![]() If I die today, there will be no one who knows or will be affected anyway. ![]() So, Lord I am not going to bother You anymore. I am a failure at everything and it is time from me to stop following myself and bothering you with useless prayers that just hit the ceiling. I will be 50 in a couple of weeks and I have not had opportunity to even work on a job for 3 complete years despite having my parents waste money on a 4 year college degree. I have seen success manifested in others, but for me I don’t feel it is meant to be. I am so sorry Lord that I have failed you and have not heard your plan for my life. i wanted to be a Child of God with all of the earthly manifestations: the husband, the children, the career, the material and spiritual blessings.īeing able to teach and preach in God’s house rather than to be ashamed to go to church because the Pastor always has something in his sermon about those that are not married or something to that effect. i have heard what I thought were answers when it seemed that you have given me the go-ahead in certain things. I have prayed and cried and have not heard an answer from You that is definitive. Problem is, I have taken my free will and ruined my life time after time aftr time. The Bible says God does not make mistakes, but we do and He gives us free will. Although I have been a born again baptized believer for all of my life as far as I an remember, I have been disobedient to the Word, carnal and unable to receive the promise of truth. ![]()
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